Dude.

I write really random things at 3:30 in the morning. I need to sleep more.

Sea Legs

I'm pretty sure that everybody would say that if they could they would want to relive at least one moment in their lives. Not always because of regret, everyone would change one detail about a moment in their life for many different reasons.

I would change a few. Nothing major. Just a few slips. Things I said and moments that I would handle a bit differently. Some place inside me thinks that it would make all the difference now... but in reality, it probably wouldn't mean a thing. I just hate spinning my wheels. Going nowhere fast. Doesn't seems like there's a whole lot I can do now. It's now a waiting game.

And if you don't remember anything about me, remember this: I am extremely impatient.

Waiting is not my friend. Time is definitely my enemy.

I just hate not knowing, either way. I'd really like to know and I'd really like it to go the way I want it to. I know God has His plan but I don't see how things can work out the way they do and not be pushing me in this direction... to feel this way.. want things this way.

I guess the waiting game begins.

As I float along, I'm beginning to see the need for sea legs. Can I borrow some from you?